New Job, Same Thoughts
I always do this. I always start a new blog then totally forget about it as soon as I get distracted. I am lazy, and I am apparently unable to follow through on most things. Nonetheless, here I am. I am feeling pretty down these days. Coronavirus is kicking my ass. Not the actual virus, I don't have that (yet). But isolation, paranoia and just general disdain for most people and conversation these days is making me feel very unlike myself. I am working from home-new job, same bank (still very sensitive)- and roll out of bed in the morning to put sweats on and go to work. Corey rolls out of bed 2 hours later, then plays video games all day long and makes more money on unemployment than he did at work. Am I wrong for being frustrated about this? I understand this is happening to plenty of people and I am grateful to be working but at the same time, I feel like it is not fair to be working all day while he does nothing, then be expected to clean the house because he doesn't,